We Need Your Prayers Today

Kristen and Mike went to the first ultrasound yesterday afternoon. I was expecting them home early, because it was in the early afternoon. Three hours later, I was really wondering what they had decided to do instead of coming home and get their kiddoes. At 5:30 - 3 hours after the appointment started, she called me with tears in her voice. Instead of knowing whether it's going to be a brother or sister for the excited kids, they have to go to Denver today for a second opinion. The doctor saw something he didn't like and wasn't comfortable diagnosing the situation.

They are scared. We are scared. And sad. I am sad because I have not been excited about this baby. Do I dare admit this? I know it sounds awful. But it's true. There are many reasons. None of them have to do with the little person. But other circumstances. I know this not my fault, but I feel so guilty.

Please pray for them today. It was to be Mike's first day on a good new job. The doctor was going to call his employer - I hope he did. Please pray for God's will. Pray for peace in their hearts. I know you all know how to pray - I don't need to tell you. I trust your prayers more than you'll ever know.

I went to choir last night. Didn't make sense not to. Took the kids to their activities. One of the songs has been with me since I woke up. Yes, I slept. But prayed when I woke up at 2:00. Went back to sleep.

Here's the song:

You're all I want. You're all I ever needed.
You're all I want. Help me know you are near!
Help me know you are near!

We sang a new song last night. I couldn't believe how God picked it out just for such a time as this. I copied it off for them to meditate on as they drive to this very important appointment.

When you're walking through deep waters, I'll be with you.

When you climb tall mountains, you're not alone.

For I said in My Word put your trust in Me;

Stand still and know I am God.

When the enemy surrounds you he can't harm you.

When you're too tired to fight, don't give up hope.

Don't let your heart become troubled;

Stand still and know I am God.

I have always been and always will be.

I love you, You belong to me.

Hear those words I say, I'm never far away.

Stand still and know. Stand still and know!

Fear not, My child, I'm with you always.

I know how to care. Child, I'm always there.

I love you. You belong to me.

Hear these words I say, I'm never far away.

Stand still and know, stand still and know.

I am God. I am God.

I AM GOD!

I have been cleaning drawers in my office this week and found this quote by Mother Teresa, which I had taped to my monitor for a long time awhile back. I think I need it again:

"I know God won't give me anything I can't handle. I just wish He didn't trust me so much."